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Age Group:

16-20

Gender:

Female

Residence:

Tyneside - Newcastle

Education:

GNVQ (General National Vocational Qualification)

Occupation:

YTS (Youth Training Scheme) - Trainee Mechanic

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Age Group:

16-20

Gender:

Female

Residence:

Tyneside - Newcastle

Education:

GCSE (General Certificate of Secondary Education); Secretarial Course

Occupation:

Office Junior

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no I don't think I would has worked as hard as what I did even though I didn't even work hard do you know what I mean

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aye

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I would just ehm (pause) ehm (pause) I think I would just

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be the same

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be the same person over again

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uh-huh uh-huh

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just do the same things over again

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I mean sometimes when I think about it I do miss it but (pause) sometimes I don't even miss the people at school (pause) you know I miss some (pause) I miss some of the work (pause) but I think about (pause) the work I'm doing now compared to the work I used to do at school

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it's (pause) it's ehm (pause) when you leave school people think 'oh can you leave school' but when you're in work for about four month and that

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you realize

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you realize 'oh I want to be back at school' or even if you don't want to be back at school you just miss your friends and that

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ehm (pause) what what's it like being in full time work and finishing your course

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it was good when I finished my course because I thought (pause) yes I'm brainy (laughter) because I finished it and I was dead chuffed and that (pause) ehm (pause) but work at at I don't know (pause) it's a bit funny because (pause) it's really hard (pause) you know what I mean and it's not like school or nothing like that (pause) and (pause) I just wish I could get promoted so I can get more money (laughter)

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aye money's the key to anything isn't it I mean (pause) I divn't know probably when I get taken off full time which I don't want to be taken on full time there (pause) but say if I did and that it would just be the same as being on a course but only (pause) not going to college one day a week (pause) do you know what I mean

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uh-huh

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ehm I mean (pause) how're you supposed to live on the money you get and that

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I mean well the course that I did (pause) and what I'm doing now (pause) it's a bit different because I'm not (pause) doing what I've been trained to do (pause) I'm doing the photocopying and the faxing and that but I'm not doing (pause) like the the typing that I'm trained to do (pause) and that and I want to find a job that I can (interruption) (unclear)

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you can do all the things that you've trained (pause) to do

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like I'm trained to be a receptionist and that's what I want to be but (pause) I I mean I know you've got to start from the bottom

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(interruption) (unclear)

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but I I I've already been at the bottom (pause) and I think I should be (pause) a little (pause) bit further on

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than what you were

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uh-huh (pause) but I'm not (pause) I'm eh (pause) I think I'm a bit worse off it's just the money's better

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aye I suppose I mean (pause) I think (pause) when you're when you leave school and that you think 'oh I want to be this and I want to be that' and you give some jobs a trial run I mean your work experience tells tells it all doesn't it

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aye uh-huh

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it it it finally gives you the final answer of what you want to be (pause) but I mean ehm

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I don't know in my work experience it was eh (pause) I mean I know yours was different to mine but I was in a bank and I was just sitting watching people doing what they were

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trained to do

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aye like doing their work and it

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aye

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I don't know I was just sitting there dead bored (pause) and I thought (interruption) 'well is this (unclear) for me (unclear) like'

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(interruption) mm-hm (interruption) well I I think that when you go on your work experience it's I think it's misleading and that (pause) because (pause) it's totally different (pause) from your (interruption) work experience

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when when you (interruption) start (pause) uh-huh

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when you start actually start

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because when you start you're doing what you've been watching them doing

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aye I know

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and it's totally different (pause) like when I thought I start when I started YT I thought 'oh well I'm just going to be watching people doing their work' and it wasn't it was me doing the work

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aye (pause) aye I (pause) I mean (pause) a (pause) it would be good if we had like some (pause) school people that come into our place do you know what I mean but I mean we our place is (pause) it's big enough and that it's just that we're not (pause) we're not enlisted in those roles (interruption) to do something like that do you know what I mean I mean ehm (pause) aye (pause) hopefully one day you get at the end where you want to be and that but ehm (pause) it takes a lot of hard work for making yourself up (pause) you need qualifications (interruption)

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(interruption) uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh (interruption) aye I know

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but once you're at the top I mean (pause) you can not gan no further do you know what I mean you gan the top and then you're getting them anyways (pause) but ehm

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ah it's like (pause) I finished college and this is where I've stopped you know what I mean I'm stopping here (pause) but I know I'll not because I'm going to try an get on to better things

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exactly

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do you know what I mean

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you you don't stop you always go on (pause) you you (pause) you never know enough about what you're doing (pause) do you know what I mean

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mm-hm

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and there's always things to be learnt you never know the whole thing about that

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ah that's just life though isn't it I mean all you're looking for (pause) is (pause) like (pause) work that's all you're living for work and going out of a weekend (pause) I think that's about it

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oh aye the weekend's something else like isn't it

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aye uh-huh

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I mean eh (pause) a lot of people I mean a lot of people say people our age like seventeen sixteen seventeen (pause) the their mam and dad say (interruption) they're too young

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they're too young aye

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to go out to nightclubs like Madison's (pause) or something like that but I mean eh (pause) well I mean on a weekend what else you supposed to do hang around street corners

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exactly (interruption) I mean (unclear)

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do you know what I mean (unclear)

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they sooner let you go I mean I'm sure that's why my mam let us go although I don't think she approved with it when she found out but I mean eh

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well it's all right for with my mam because she's knew from the start I mean I've never said 'oh I'm sleeping out'

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well a my mam my mam didn't know that I was going clubbing until I telt her like (pause) Sunday do you know what I mean

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(laughter)

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but I mean she knew I went down the Bigg Market and that and

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well my mam's like knew from the start so I mean I've always said I'm going to go nightclubbing (pause) I mean the first time I asked her she like blew her top a bit

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oh aye oh ah that's why I didn't ask my mam and dad because I knew well that my dad would have

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said no

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said 'no no no' and if I'd have asked to stay out then (pause) then I would have had no chance and I would have ended up staying (unclear) (laughter) (unclear)

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(laughter) (pause) s you didn't bother saying anything (pause) I mean it's funny because (pause) you think they're going to (pause) like you you don't know if they're all going to blow their top or not because they mightn't have done

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but ehm (pause) but at the same time you don't want to take your chance (interruption) of them saying no (interruption)

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(interruption) aye uh-huh (interruption) so they wonder why you lie to them (interruption) (pause) and that (pause) aye

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aye (pause) I mean I think that's the worse thing my ma can eh (unclear) like (pause) I mean (pause) I don't think she's bad about us telling her anything it's the lying (pause) it's if she's stupid do you know what I mean (interruption) she can see straight through it

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mm-hm (pause) mm-hm well I think I've grown out of that now I mean I know I can say anything to my mam now (pause) I mean I've (pause) a (pause) she knows (pause) the most the stuff that I've done do you know what I mean

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aye

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she knows most the stuff that I do now and all that so (pause) I don't know I think that with us having a older sister as well that helps

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aye well an older brother doesn't

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well (pause) because (pause) she she's had it (pause) before I mean so she's going through it again so she knows how to handle it a bit more (pause) so I think my sister's (interruption) like (pause) opened the path for us (laughter) do you know what I mean

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(interruption) aye (pause) aye (interruption) somebody be went before you

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aye uh-huh

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and (unclear)

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like I mean (pause) my mam says 'our (NAME) never did this and (NAME) never did that'

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but they did (interruption) aye they did

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but I know a they did aye she's just trying to say this (interruption) so I don't do it

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she's saying it again because she said it to them

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aye

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you know like 'you're not doing this because we didn't do that'

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uh-huh

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but when you come along 'oh you're not doing this because (pause) he didn't do that (interruption) so you're not doing it' (pause) but aye they did

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aye but they did (pause) aye exactly

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aye they did do (pause) because you can always remember

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aye

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all of them didn't come in at this time (pause) when the them are this age (pause) but they did like (pause) but you're not

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but the thing is and all why when you were a bit younger than what we are now ehm (pause) like say when (NAME) was sixteen and that and she use to come in at half past ten and I was like twelve or something and I wanted to come in at half past ten

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aye

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because she used to come at half past ten I think my mam got a lot a lot of bother off that like

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mm-hm (pause) but I mean eh (pause) I I don't believe in this make 'it's different for boys' (pause) boys are different it's different for girls girls are 'you can not do this because you're a girl and (pause) he would have done it because he's a boy'

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aye

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'he's got to protect his self and all this'

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it's two (pause) (interruption) two faced like

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in this day and age owt can happen and everybody is their own

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aye well I mean that's (interruption) right I mean (pause) things do happen more to girls than what they do to lads (pause) but I don't see why their parent should be more (pause) overprotective I mean I think they should (pause) they should try and trust them (interruption)

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(interruption) you know what I mean (pause) exactly (interruption) as equal

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uh-huh

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equal as they were and that

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I mean my brother and he's fourteen like comes in like whenever time he wants (pause) and I never used to at that age you know and I always say well (pause) 'well why are you letting him'

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mm-hm

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'why you letting him get away with it' and that

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he's a lad

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aye (pause) exactly I mean (pause) my ma thinks that the sun shines out of his bum but never mind (pause) it doesn't (laughter)

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mm-hm because he's the only lad

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uh-huh

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I mean there's two of yous

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aye I know

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that's what it is I mean (pause) ehm (pause) well he's (unclear) he's tret (pause) tret so equal as (pause) there's one of each (pause) do you know what I mean

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uh-huh

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she can not eh (pause) although I still see her like (pause) she's got something for him like (laughter)

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(laughter)

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(laughter) (pause) but ehm

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oh well (NAME) thinks that about you though doesn't he

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oh no I think it's (pause) both ehm

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I mean it's the same as like when (pause) like my driving lessons are coming up like (NAME)'s like (pause) 'well I didn't get the (pause) get that many for my birthday'

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has she passed has she

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no (pause) like (pause) she she's saying 'I didn't get that many driving lessons for my birthday' (pause) because my dad said he was going to give me a little bit more (pause) and so m my dad and (NAME) started arguing

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(laughter)

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because I was getting more driving lessons than her

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I think I mean well when my dad asked us what I was get what I wanted for my birthday (pause) I mean you see he had bought my prov provisional like

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aye

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and eh (pause) I never (pause) I never really asked for driving lessons I just eh I just said I fancy just (pause) I fancy getting some driving lessons when I'm seventeen you know I didn't say I wanted them for my birthday and he got (pause) he got it for my birthday like but I mean that was my main present you know

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oh aye (pause) (interruption) (unclear)

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eh I've only got four to go before my test

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aye I know

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four more to go (laughter)

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(laughter)

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four weeks now and I'm taking my test so eh (pause) should be canny

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so when's your next one

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next (pause) Sunday or tues (pause) I can not even remember the days of my tests and that ehm (pause) I think that it's next (pause) Tuesday (pause) no (pause) mo (pause) Monday (pause) Monday

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so (pause) is it good though (interruption) driving

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Monday (pause) bank holiday Monday (laughter) at half past ten (laughter)

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oh (pause) y (pause) you can not we're all going out

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it's at half past ten (pause) finishes at half past eleven so

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oh well that's all right then

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so it'll still be early but eh

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aye (pause) aye bank holiday Monday (laughter)

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but I mean eh my other friend (pause) (NAME)

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uh-huh (laughter) (pause) your boyfriend yeah (laughter)

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he's eh (pause) he's got his test next week

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has he

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aye he's got his test next week so (pause) then you'll have yours (pause) and your brother'll have his

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mm I don't know when it'll come to my test like (pause) about five years time

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I've had seven driving lessons (pause) eight nine ten (pause) I'll have (pause) I'll have I'd have had eleven driving lessons ye should need that's all you'll probably need

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(laughter) ha well I've never been in front of a wheel before (pause) God I'll be sat there (pause) shaking (laughter)

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it's funny (laughter)

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oh God (laughter)

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but I mean eh (pause) total different feeling from sitting in the passenger seat because you've got total control on your car

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eeh

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it gans where ye want to gan (unclear)

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eeh aye exactly into a brick wall (laughter) (pause) for me

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doesn't take long like I mean eh

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I'll probably get it eh sued for crashing the car or something

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well (pause) (interruption) I don't know

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on my first driving lesson

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but I mean it's a frisk you know something to do I think that's why I chose to be a mechanic because it's different

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aye

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nobody else is doing it like and half the lasses that want to do it haven't got the bottle to do it so I I thought 'I fancy doing that like'

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aye

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so I mean

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I don't know I think I've always wanted like (pause) do reception and that I mean I've always wanted to do something like that

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aye

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you know I mean

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like wor friend (NAME) she wanted to be a paramedic then she wanted to be a s a lawyer

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aye I know (interruption) (pause) and now she still doesn't know what she wants to do (interruption)

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(interruption) (unclear) (interruption) she can not she can not be one thing (pause) you know like that (pause) because she hasn't had long enough to to think about do you know what I mean she keeps on chopping and changing her mind so

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mm-hm

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I still think she hasn't eh (pause) she's still unsure of what she wants to be

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mm-hm

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but ehm (pause) but ehm

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so did you want to be a mechanic all the time (pause) or not

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I I (pause) no no (pause) when a when I was younger I thought like I used to go on about the army do you remember

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aye you no you wanting to be an electrician or something like

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no mechanic in the army

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no I thought it was something diff something about the tanks or something

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no that's (NAME)

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was it

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aye

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oh good

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aye but I mean I always wanted to eh (pause) I thought about going in the army you know when I was younger and (pause) being a mechanic in the army and then I thought 'oh well I'm not ready' when I were away on holiday

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mm mm

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I think that made my mind up I was away for two week and I thought (pause) you know it's great to get away from your parents and that (pause) but in a way it wasn't do you know what I mean I think I got homesick (pause) dead quick and that

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aye remember when we wanted to join the T A?

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hey I'm old enough now you know

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aye I know you are

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old enough now to join now I mean eh (pause) I'll ask our (unclear) but I mean (pause) it'd be a frisk that you know

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aye I know it would it would like is it just all lasses or do lads go as well

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no lads lads and lasses it's mixed

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oh (pause) right (laughter)

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but ehm

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like I'm going (laughter)

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mm-hm aye (pause) but I mean eh (pause) I think I (interruption) (unclear)

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it'd be hard though (pause) I'm not a fit person

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not really (pause) well look at me I mean I'm not exactly eh (pause) Linford Christie you know

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(laughter)

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but I mean eh (pause) I'm (pause) they make you into what you want to be you know what I mean they go out with you on field stuff and that

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aye

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so (pause) try hard enough you get there

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aye (pause) I don't know that's not my kind of thing though really

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it wasn't mine

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you were just thinking about it last year

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eh

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you were just thinking about it the last year

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I know I was just thinking about it but when I went on our holiday I mean it eh it just eh (pause) divn't know (pause) set us back a little bit I mean probably I will one day and then probably I won't you know (pause) I mean I cannot see what's going to happen in the future but (pause) at the minute I'm just (pause) hoping to pass the exams to make sure I get (pause) maybe a mechanic or (laughter)

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(laughter) (pause) aye

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but I mean eh (pause) I hope I do I mean I've I've tried hard I've (pause) you know I mean I've proved better than some of the lads in my group

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mm-hm (pause) well I mean I've got my qualifications now so (pause) I'll just

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did you get your money through

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aye

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how much did you get

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hundred (pause) spent in a day (pause) it was gone on clothes that straight away

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I got eh I get a hundred and eh (pause) fifty or something (NAME) got (NAME) got a hundred and eighty because he done two years in one well if I (pause) I'm doing two years (unclear) (pause) like two years you know what I mean

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mm-hm

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in one (pause) because I'm jumping straight into third year so I mean

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well I had this hundred pound and I was going to keep it in the bank because I was going to move out (pause) and I was going to keep it like for a deposit on a flat or something and then I ended up taking fifty pound out (pause) and then taking the other fifty pound out

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and just buying clothes and that

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aye (pause) just spending it

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well I mean if I get money like that you know (pause) and in the end (pause) I've got (pause) the exam's coming up now and if I pass it I'll get it takes about a month for the money to come through depends on how much I get in fact say in the third year I get a hundred and eighty for just doing the year I'm doing now (pause) and going to the second year which I know for a fact I'm not doing I'm dumping a year

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aye aye I know

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(unclear) so I mean eh (pause) I I think I'll go for a car you know (pause) get my father to insurance for my eighteenth birthday (pause) not eighteenth (pause) Christmas more likely (laughter)

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(laughter)

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but I mean eh (pause) it'd be nice to have your own freedom (pause) get up in the mornings and that

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aye drive to work

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and back and you can do what you like and that

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aye if you can afford the parking space

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it's the petrol man not the parking space (interruption) (unclear) for free now

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(laughter)

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but I mean ehm (pause) it'd be canny though

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aye (pause) suppose it would (pause) showing off and that (pause) see some of your friends standing at a bus stop

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aye as long as it's (interruption) not a banger

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and you go past in the car aye I know

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but I mean eh (pause) could be (pause) should be a laugh

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aye

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ehm (pause) kind of car do you fancy

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oh (pause) Golf (pause) convertible (pause) Golf GTi

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within reason like so you get insured for it like you know

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(laughter) ehm (pause) a small one (pause) a probably a Micra

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a new or old

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a new

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aye you know but you haven't got the money for that

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(laughter)

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I think it would have to like a a three door Escort (pause) I mean like Orions you know

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oh no I'd rather like a small one to start off with

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Micras I like the old Micras they're nice (pause) (interruption) I like the old Micras

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well I'd rather have a new one

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I know

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(laughter)

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but the old Micras are cheaper (laughter)

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(laughter)

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(unclear) ehm (pause) but I mean (pause) how sitting a Two CV

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oh no (laughter)

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prams

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(laughter) I like ehm

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Fiestas

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Fiestas (pause) aye the new ones though

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oh aye

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but you can get like (pause) I mean (pause) the J reg or something like that

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H J

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aye

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(unclear) like that

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I I mean (pause) they're they're not new and they're not old like they're the new shape

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you mean the new shape

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aye

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but like

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aye

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when they've just come out

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reasonable (laughter)

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aye (pause) tidy and that

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mm-hm

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I divn't like (pause) eh

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I don't know I mean (pause) I'd rather wait and get a quite a good car (pause) do you know what I mean than (pause) (interruption) driving around in a crank

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aye (unclear) (pause) because as soon as you pass your test you (pause) the first thing you'll want is eh (pause) car

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I know but I

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it's the same

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I don't want a crank (pause) like a crank you know

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I know but it's the same as when you eh

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I suppose well it doesn't matter as long as it runs doesn't it (interruption) as long as it takes you from A to B

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well take a loan out (pause) you take a loan out don't you (pause) our (NAME)'s just took a loan out he took a loan out for three grand him (pause) it's costing him eight hundred and fifty for his insurance and he's spending the rest on a car

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how did he

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he he he (pause) he's got to pay back like

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aye eh (pause) they check (pause) what how you're working and that as well

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he took his out (unclear) man he aye I know

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they check like

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but he (pause) they (interruption) like they con

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what wages you're getting though like and (interruption) (unclear)

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aye I know but but (pause) they like confirm it and that and say that like they accept you you know what I mean like

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aye

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they've took you for the loan (pause) but I mean ehm (pause) he has to pay like four hundred pound deposit (pause) and then he's got to pay (pause) like every month (pause) like once every month do you know what I mean for like two year (pause) it's like a hundred and eighty pound a month or something stupid like that (pause) a hundred and twenty two (pause) something daft like that (pause) I I can't remember now (pause) because he's had that many quotes but eh

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aye

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he's got to pay back that (pause) eh every month so like thirty pound a week out of his wages he's got to put away to pay back for two year a long time but then again if you've thought what you want then

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aye (pause) I mean (pause) you never know you mightn't even have the car by then

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who

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he mightn't even have the car (pause) he might he might have selt that one and got another one by then

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aye (pause) I know

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and he's still paying that off you know

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but when he's selt the car and gets the money for that car he'll be able to buy another

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uh-huh

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and then (pause) I mean (pause) obviously you've when his wages go up

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aye I know

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obviously eventually they will because I mean because he's just got his last exam to do and that's

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uh-huh

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that's not long now

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he might come into m some kind of money and want to

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aye

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like (pause) end up paying it off

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I mean he's on a lot he's on a big bit of money now like ehm

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aye

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God but

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it's all right if you've got the money to pay it off but I mean

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you've got to have a job (interruption) (unclear)

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I I I divn't like to be in debt I I (pause) like to like save up and then (pause) pay for it all off

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no no no I think (pause) I like being in debt me like I'm in enough of it at the minute like but

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mm-hm (pause) I'm not in any (pause) just to my mam

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(unclear)

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I mean ehm (pause) just

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just what you want man it's like going for your (pause) your driving lessons saying 'I want to drive I want to drive' when can't you go to school or when you're seventeen and that

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aye

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but as soon as you pass you test man you'll want a car

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it's like a choice between going on holiday or having a car isn't it

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aye but the point is when you holiday's over it's over

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aye I know

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you've still got your car

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I know but you got your memories and it's like (pause) it'll be good

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no I think I'd want a car and then save up for a holiday (pause) because you car's always here for you

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aye

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the holiday's over (pause) you know what I mean like

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uh-huh

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it's just (unclear) (pause) and then you've probably saved that money up 'oh I want to go on holiday again' (pause) you know what I mean and you'll never end up with a car

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no

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so I think (pause) eh

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you just (pause) go like somewhere in Britain or something for your holiday

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it's like saying 'ah I want to go on hol I want to go on holiday but my house needs to be like done out' just moved in (pause) decorate your house first because your house is always here

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aye well that's what I'll do

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and you see you go on holiday you come back with the house in a mess and that

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I'm (pause) moving out as soon as I get promoted (pause) or I get a better job (pause) I'm getting my own place

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are you looking for a better are you looking for a job at the minute

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no (pause) I think I probably will start to (pause) I think I might (pause) just because I mean

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(unclear) go on after they've made the after the three month

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I don't know (pause) I think it's only a fiver extra but I mean when you're eighteen it goes up but (pause) I want something that I'm trained to do

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aye well you want to start looking for another job man

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I know (pause) it's hard though

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I know it is (interruption) (unclear)

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I mean I was just lucky to get that I mean I was on (pause) I finished college and then I ended up being on that bridging allowance (pause) like the dole (pause) for a couple a weeks (pause) and I was just lucky to get that

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did you look for it yourself

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mm mm (pause) went to careers centre (pause) (interruption) (unclear)

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is it is it like the job centre and that

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aye like it's a job centre for sixteen to eighteen year olds

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where's that

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on College Street up beside Civic Centre (pause) you know where it is

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oh aye (pause) aye

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careers office

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because there's another (pause) there's a job centre down next to ehm (pause) opposite Ritzy do you know what I'm on about

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aye it's further down though it's more beside ehm (pause) that (pause) that stupid night club

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Fat Sam's

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Blitz (pause) Blitzy (pause) it's opposite there (pause) across Blitz or something (pause) Bliss Bliss aye (pause) that snobby thing (pause) that's opposite it's opposite there further down from there

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aye I know (interruption) it's opposite Fat Sam's

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you can go you can go in there and have a look

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but the majority is for older people

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it's for older people (pause) because like the stuff that they get they take (pause) for under eighteen year olds they take up the career centre so you might as well go up there

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aye

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it's better just to go up there (pause) and then you can go in and talk to one of the careers officers (pause) and they're and they're better than just looking at a board for a job

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do them tell you like

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well they just say what it's about and that and what kind of job you're looking for (pause) they help you out (pause) at least you've got somewhere to go

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I mean now I would like a job at the minute but I mean it'd have to be a full time one (pause) and then again I've got to finish the course at college you know what I mean

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uh-huh

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so if I found a full time job I so I I've always having to say to them 'look eh I (pause) I've got to leave here one day a week' do you know what I mean and a lot of places wouldn't agree with that

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no

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or 'I'm paying you such and such on full time now (pause) you (pause) we can't afford to let you go to college'

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aye I know like I'm eh (pause) I want a part time job as well (pause) I know that sounds greedy but (pause) I do I want a part time job (pause) like even if it's just Saturday work

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aye (pause) I've been looking for some I mean there's one for cleaners and that but I mean (pause) eh (pause) dressed in a pinny and everything and people are walking past you know (pause) although not really (interruption) (unclear)

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I don't know I've done it before so it didn't really bother us

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what cleaner

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oh cleaner no (laughter)

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(laughter) (pause) that's what I'm on about

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in a pinny thing

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or a cleaner

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no (pause) a cleaner you see working (pause) the eh

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got to (interruption) (unclear)

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hours are (pause) too horrible for mine for me anyway because I mean it'd be like (pause) finishing w my work at five o'clock

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starting at half past five (pause) (interruption) once you

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and starting somewhere else I mean I would end up dead by the end of the day

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exactly so I mean (pause) that's going that's what's going to happen to most jobs though (NAME) (pause) part time jobs and that (pause) if you want a job you're going to have to go for a Saturday job if you can not keep your job there

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oh aye or bar (pause) bar work (pause) one (interruption) (unclear)

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no (pause) I was looking for that ages ago me (pause) I usually see the ones in the eh (pause) Central Park but I'm not like dancing

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no (pause) I wouldn't (pause) I wouldn't do the ones in eh (pause) the town because I'd have to work on a Saturday (laughter)

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oh aye because that's when most of them want you

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aye I don't want to work (interruption) on a Saturday though (pause) because Saturday's like (pause) my night out (pause) (interruption) I look forward to it too much

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(interruption) Saturday's (interruption) Saturday's a day to look forward to when you're a at work and that

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aye

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you think nearly Saturday

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aye

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I can't believe it or when it comes to Friday I can not wait till Saturday but I've got to wait till Saturday do you know what I mean the weekend is yours

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mm-hm

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to spend how you like (interruption) you've worked all week for the money

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aye this week's just flying past can't believe how much it's flying past this week

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it doesn't feel like that for me like

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it does for me

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not now (pause) feels like it's dragging now (pause) but I mean ehm (pause) something to look forward to

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aye I know (pause) I love the weekend

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(unclear)

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I I I think it's dressing up more than anything (interruption) as well

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dressing up and make you I mean especially you know I'm in overalls all day and I'm black you know

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aye

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you get into your clothes and then think

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uh-huh

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aye it's it's different this do you know what I mean (pause) or like when we were at school and that we used to go out all the and that (pause) a fore I started working that (pause) never used to appreciate it you know (pause) I mean you're in your clothes (pause) you wear your clothes for work eh and then most the week fair enough

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uh-huh

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you change (pause) you know what I mean but you (pause) I've in the overalls all week and I've (pause) it's like a uniform (pause) you know what I mean I'm in and out of these all week

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aye

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it's eh (pause) not very pleasant like

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it's like school I mean (pause) when you're at school I mean (pause) we never used to have a uniform (pause) so's like we used to wear the same clothes (pause) eh (pause) every day

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aye

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I mean even at the weekends because

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well even though then again even though you didn't wear a uniform you did wear a uniform because nearly everybody wore the same clothes

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I know but like I mean you try to be different than everybody else well I used to be anyway

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aye I know

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I never used to like being the same as people at school (pause) because I mean (pause) if (pause) if you're just a little bit different (pause) they used to have something to say to you do you know what I mean

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aye (pause) ehm it made you think oh well here I must be something worth noticing do you know what I mean they've (pause) I'm (laughter) I'm so interesting they've got to talk about us

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aye (pause) uh-huh

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I mean (pause) and if they weren't talking about us they would be talking about somebody else

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aye I know

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give somebody else a break

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I mean I still find that now (pause) people talking about you

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I find it (pause) eh (pause) (unclear) like

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no (pause) I know I mean at work I mean (pause) twenty five year old woman talks about you behind your back (pause) and

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you'd think that (pause) that they'd grown out of it (interruption) do you know what I mean

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you would uh-huh

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come into the real world (interruption) (unclear)

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I mean even if she had anything to say to us (pause) why can't she say to us (pause) ehm to my face

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exactly

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aye instead of saying it to somebody else (pause) I mean you always find out

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oh aye there's always somebody around that'll tell you 'here do you know what she said about you'

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uh-huh

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there's always somebody I mean

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I suppose you'll always have bitchiness in you

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although (pause) eh that's one thing I've really got away from I mean with us working there with no lasses but (pause) they'll say lads are a lot better to work with than with lasses you know and I I I think tha that's right because there's hardly any bitchiness (pause) but there's a lot of other things that go on you know what I mean like

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oh aye

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sexism (interruption) and all that

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aye I know (pause) gossip and that

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(unclear)

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I mean when I used to work in the garage like (pause) on my YT placement (pause) I mean (pause) it was mostly men and that like used to work there

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aye

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and I used to just get loads of abuse (pause) all the time

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well that's what I get (interruption) and people'll say (pause) come in to the garage and that and say (pause) 'do you get any stick working here' and I'll say 'aye' and they say 'do you get any when you first worked here' 'aye' I think I'm going to get it all the through do you know what I mean because they're not going to stop (interruption)

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(interruption) mm-hm (pause) (laughter) (interruption) uh-huh

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I mean a lot of people think or when I'll get on the bus black and that when I've been home from work and like they'll laugh half of them'll laugh like and think (pause) 'look at her' do you know what I mean 'obviously what she is'

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well so do you know I mean

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(unclear)

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it's (pause) I can not understand I mean because people still like that I mean they should eh (pause) they should know by now that (pause) I mean man can do a woman's job and a woman can do a (interruption) man's job

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exactly (pause) it's different now from what it was say

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uh-huh

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twenty thirty year ago whatever it is it's a lot different all equal rights but well I mean look at the (pause) people are wanting like women priests and that think it's ran by (pause) it's run by men so (pause) as long do you know what I mean (pause) there's no look in for women and that

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well (pause) I mean even the men pri some of the men priests I mean they're supposed to (pause) believe in God and all that and women are equal and all that (pause) and half of them don't like it that women are becoming priests

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aye no I know

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they're just hypocrites

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don't know no they just don't

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the they say things and they don't really mean it (pause) the way I think

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it's all a front man

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mm-hm

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it's all it is just because it's hard to think it's been run by men for so long and women (pause) you know (pause) well it it's a man's job man's world women (pause) but when it was voted against them when women were allowed in

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I mean everyone says 'he' like 'him up there' how do they know it's a him how do they know it's anything

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exactly (interruption) (unclear)

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I mean all right eh (pause) they've got a right to eh (pause) believe in something but I don't know why they see it as a him (pause) all the time

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(unclear) they could be it could be anything do you know what I mean it it they mightn't even be anything up there to look (unclear) (pause) there mightn't even be reincarnation (interruption) (unclear)

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well (pause) nobody knows nobody knows until you die but

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exactly you find out your own way but I mean

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if they want to believe in it (pause) eh (pause) I mean eh

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that's all right you know

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I just thinks like religion causes a lot of war

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that oh aye

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do you know

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aye I know what you mean

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causes a lot of (pause) problems

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it's not the easiest thing to get along with though is it

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no (pause) I mean like Christians think that's all that there should be and Muslims think that's all that there should be and all the other religions (interruption) that

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Hindus and (pause) (interruption) and all them

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aye (pause) so I mean they're just at war with each other all the time

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Christians (interruption) and

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you're supposed to be at peace in God's peace and that (pause) well what look what they're just making it worse for themselves

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I know

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it's all they're doing (pause) and th (pause) that's like (pause) I'm just (pause) I just don't believe in nothing I'm just (pause) I divn't know I've never really thought about it

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I I

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I thought about it but I mean I haven't thought about what kind of religion I am or anything like that

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I mean I'm not christened because my

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I'm not my ma thinks it's up to me

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exactly that's why my mam and dad didn't christen us they thought you know 'whatever she wants to be when she grows up it's up to her to decide I can not choose that' because people get christened in such and such and all that do you know what I mean they divn't want to be it

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uh-huh

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but they're stuck in it now (pause) so my mam and dad left the choice up to me and (NAME)

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uh-huh

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so people say like 'what nationality' and all and (pause) what (unclear)

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well nationality you know what nationality you are (laughter)

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oh I know but some people though do you know what I mean (pause) like they'll say 'ehm (pause) like what religion are you' and all that do you know what I mean and you'll say (pause) well the only thing you can say is 'Church of England' do you know what I mean

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well I don't even say that I just say 'well I'm nothing at the minute (pause) I don't know what I am'

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I d I haven't really thought about it though

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well what's your mam and dad well it (pause) it doesn't (pause) whatever my mam and dad are I (pause) it doesn't mean that I have to be the same as them

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exactly

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I mean that's the way I've been brought up I mean that's why they didn't christen us

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your life is your own

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mm-hm

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the only I mean your mam and dad are there (pause) to see you through and see you like get up all right and as their mam and dad did before them before them do you know what I mean

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mm-hm

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but ehm

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uh-huh

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goes on for generations like doesn't it

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mm-hm (pause) so has your ma any religion

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she was ehm (pause) her mam my mam's mam was (pause) brought up with nuns and that like (unclear) the school in town like (pause) nuns' school in town

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no

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it's next to eh (pause) (unclear) (pause) no it's not it's next to the (pause) where's what's that one opposite called eh (pause) Saint James' Park that bus station what one's that one called again

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Gallowgate

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down from the Gallowgate like a church thing and anyways my nana was eh (pause) that was a school (pause) it was thousands a year ago like (laughter)

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(laughter)

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that was a school and eh (pause) sh she got brought up by nuns like taught by nuns and that (pause) she knows like everything from Irish (unclear) the whole lot

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I think my mam's Protestant

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but my dad's prot Protestant and my mam's

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Protestant (laughter)

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(laughter) you know (laughter) whatever (unclear) (laughter) but my (laughter) dad (laughter) my dad (laughter) (unclear) and my mam's Catholic (pause) Catholic

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no (pause) I (pause) I don't know what (pause) I don't know if my dad's anything

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(laughter) well he's in alone with us chickens (laughter)

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I don't know I've never really asked him (pause) I (pause) m (pause) it's something that we don't (interruption) talk about

:

I mean that were that was one of the reasons why we didn't get christened because (pause) do you know what we supposed to get christened in my dad's side or my ma's side

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aye

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do you know what I mean so they just left the choice to us basically

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right I mean (pause) my sister like says what's the point in christenings and godparents because I mean your godparents are supposed to take you to church aren't they

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mm-hm

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and (pause) do you know what I mean (interruption) and look after you when your mam and dad dies or whatever (pause) if like (pause) you end up being orphaned (pause) it doesn't work that way (interruption)

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(interruption) mm-hm (interruption) no it (pause) it never does it's

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it's it's (interruption) just aye

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just like a state that just give someone a title

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uh-huh

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a name (pause) it's all it is

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I think it's stupid me I mean it's all right for some

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it might be stupid but it's one of those things that everybody's got to live with do you know what I mean it's there

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I mean some some like Christians and Catholics or whatever eh they (pause) if they do get christened they've got godparents like if they like really really into it

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mm-hm

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do (pause) like do what the godparents are supposed to do do you know what I mean

:

mm-hm

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but like there's people like (pause) eh we know from school and that you ask ehm and like and they say 'oh we're christened and this is my godparent this is my godparent' or whatever and (pause) well why are they your godparents for you know

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it it's just to give somebody a name you know what I mean

:

and they say well (pause) (interruption) w (pause) what religion are you 'well I'm not any' but you're christened 'well (pause) my mam made us (pause) eh you know (pause) it was when I was little I don't know nothing about it' (interruption)

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(interruption) it's just one of them things that I just totally (pause) aye (interruption) I just let it go through me like because it (pause) it's just one of those things I don't really care about do you know what I mean

:

aye

:

God there's more to life than being a Catholic or whatever you want to be

:

I don't know I mean I think if people live for that then that's fair enough (pause) let them get on with it (pause) but I think like people who go round the streets (pause) or come to your door and that (pause) saying eh (pause) 'do you ehm (pause) you should come to church' and all that

:

oh like ehm (pause) Jehovah's Witnesses or them whatever

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I mean if (pause) if you wanted to you would go for yourself

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aye

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I mean I don't see why they should have to nag and nag you (pause) and of course people just slam the door on Jehovah's Witnesses

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oh aye (laughter) (pause) my mam let them in once (pause) she didn't know who they were

:

(laughter) mistake

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she didn't know who they were and they ma tried to sell my ma this book and that (pause) and they pestered my mam (pause) come back again and again and again she couldn't get rid of them (pause) until the my mam stopped (pause) she never answered the door (pause) she went (pause) she'd go round saying '(NAME) is that (pause) if it's a Jehovah's Witness divn't answer the door'

:

this man this man came to my door like they put a book through the letter box and 'Jesus is your friend' and this on the (laughter) on the book

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(laughter) aye have you seen the man (interruption) (unclear) stands on the Monument (unclear)

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well this man (pause) oh aye (pause) with a big cross

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aye (laughter)

:

well this man came to the door right and he was eh (pause) he had us standing at the door for an hour

:

oh aye trying to tell you everything

:

and (pause) uh-huh (pause) an (pause) well no it was just that eh (pause) he was saying (pause) 'you sh you and (pause) somebody should come over and ehm (pause) have a cup of tea over at the church' over (unclear) somewhere and I'm going 'oh yes yes' and I was just going along with him because like I'm too nice slam the door on anybody (interruption) (unclear)

:

oh aye (interruption) I

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or say 'get lost'

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aye (pause) I got go along with it and all

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aye

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I cannot just say that to anybody but

:

they say 'do you believe in Jesus'

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no

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well I've never really thought about 'well you should think about it' oh God

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it's something you want (interruption) to consider

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go away (pause) uh-huh

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but I mean I I divn't know I think in a way I believe there's something up there (pause) I divn't know what like obviously but I mean I believe that there is something up there

:

do you believe about (pause) Adam and Eve

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(laughter) I I I've just never been asked that before like but I mean eh

:

no (pause) in primary school and I can still remember we we done this thing on how the apes started like (interruption) how everybody thinks

:

aye Adam and Eve and the (pause) (interruption) things

:

no no we didn't do that we done the one where eh (pause) it started off as a little dot or something and then there was a big explosion (pause) and (pause) in eh (pause) space

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oh aye (pause) I divn't believe that like

:

and then it was all water I do

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no

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I do

:

(unclear)

:

and it started off as a little dot in the water in earth (pause) and then it grew into a fish or whatever in the sea then the fish grew legs (pause) and then started going on land (pause) because the water started dying down a bit (pause) and then it stopped going and that

:

aye (interruption) and then there was Adam and Eve (pause) but who (interruption)

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(interruption) I believe that (interruption) I don't believe Adam and Eve

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no I but a lot of people do though (pause) I know (unclear)

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I (unclear) I think I don't know I don't believe in it (pause) (interruption) I think there was

:

it's (unclear) like isn't it

:

I think there was somebody called Jesus

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oh aye I think there is someone called Jesus

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who (pause) who eh (pause) made up this thing about (pause) this thing called God (pause) and tried to eh (pause) I think he was crazy me I think he was a bit of a mad man

:

(laughter)

:

and he were (pause) and he (laughter) no (pause) and he (pause) he was like (pause) like they do now he was a kind of a v vicar priest thing

:

aye (pause) well have you seen that they like

:

they tried to get some f followers

:

have you seen that thing where (pause) people like has just (pause) one day got a rash on the hand (pause) and then they get get a cross there (pause) and then through the feet did you see it on the telly

:

aye

:

well I mean there's loads of people like that (pause) wh what's that off

:

I don't know

:

do you know what I mean they get crosses on their head or it suddenly appears and then they get like (pause) things through the their hands do you know what I mean and (interruption) their feet and (unclear)

:

uh-huh (pause) and it's f funny about like (pause) people who say they've (pause) they believe in that ehm (pause) they can remember being something in a past life

:

aye

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I believe that (pause) oh I do like they've been hypnotized

:

mm-hm

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and and they've like (pause) lived this thing again

:

mm-hm

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just by (interruption) being hypnotized

:

mm-hm (pause) like a deja vous sort of thing though

:

no (interruption) no

:

the reverse of it though

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aye no well I don't know I don't think so

:

well it it is if you thi if you think of deja vous seeing into the future (pause) you (pause) the reverse of it you

:

aye

:

do you know what I mean

:

uh-huh eh (pause) I believe in fortune tellers

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I divn't believe in card women like (pause) I think it (pause) total load of

:

pap (laughter)

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aye (pause) honestly I mean (pause) you waste your money (unclear) (pause) you know

:

aye

:

totally waste your money

:

I believe in fortune tellers though (pause) this gypsy

:

and palm readers and all that

:

this gypsy like came up to us in the town the other day (pause) and eh says 'oh do you want us to read your hand' and like I would've but I had no money on us I just says 'oh well I've got no money' and she was dead nice (pause) like usually I like (pause) walk like half a mile away from them (interruption) like

:

(unclear)

:

no she just says eh (pause) 'do you want a gypsy to read your hand' like that and I went 'I've got no money' (pause) she went 'oh God bless you' and

:

and toodled off and that (interruption) but eh

:

aye (laughter) and toodled off

:

have you seen the ones at the Hoppings there's any amount of them and half of them are proper ripping people like

:

oh well they are are at the Hoppings like everybody is at the Hoppings

:

but if you go to a proper one I mean (unclear) he's done ones (pause) I mean eh (pause) was (pause) his dad's brother's friend and (pause) everything that was saying that (unclear) that she could (pause) there's stuff that she couldn't possibly know do you know what I mean there was stuff that we never even know about (unclear) and eh (pause) I think that's what made us believe in it and (pause) you know what I mean

:

aye (pause) oh I believe in it (pause) I mean there is ones that you can phone up and it's about (pause) a pound a minute (laughter)

:

oh aye I know

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and they keep you on for like an hour (laughter)

:

(laughter)

:

and your ma gets the phone bill (laughter)

:

eeh aye I know (pause) mm

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funny like (pause) I wouldn't do it

:

huh

:

I'd phone from a phone box

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oh aye

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if I had enough money

:

bloody cost you a (unclear) a phone box like probably but (pause) your money (laughter) gets dropping through here (laughter)

:

(laughter) I know

:

(unclear) you've been to (unclear) put it in (laughter)

:

so what are you going to do over the bank holiday

:

oh (laughter) (pause) well we's we we

:

I've got no no (pause) I've got a driving lesson in the morning (pause) half past ten (pause) and then eh (pause) I'll probably meet her

:

well we're going to go down the coast but I don't think I'll have enough money

:

n no neither do I so

:

I was thinking about The Balloon (pause) like no local

:

I know I know but (NAME) (pause) everybody's going to be in The Balloon (unclear) (pause) that's wor friend and that (pause) if she's ganning be in The Balloon with all wor mates she goes The Balloon all the time (pause) she does (interruption) (unclear)

:

on a bank holiday

:

aye it's either between The Denton or The Balloon (pause) so I thought like we could either (pause) miss the day (pause) and go out on the night time (pause) which I mean

:

where's open on the night time the town's not open

:

I know we could gan to The Denton (pause) on the night time

:

seven o'clock until half past ten

:

well (pause) go go about five o'clock then

:

well how can we go out at five o'clock when the bars don't open until seven

:

well I divn't know (laughter)

:

I want to go out for the day

:

well I I divn't know if I've got enough money me

:

(unclear) the coast's open all day

:

is it open the night time

:

don't know

:

I wonder if them eh (pause) clubs are open

:

they're stupid

:

huh

:

(unclear)

:

what Ritzy's will not be

:

well (NAME)

:

sure it was last bank holiday Monday

:

(NAME) man it'll just be empty

:

because with it's being a Monday

:

well with being a bank holiday Monday

:

oh I know

:

because everybody's down the coast (pause) or in the locals

:

mm (pause) we'll just have to wait and see where we go

:

I want to go The Balloon

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I know you want to go The Balloon but I want to (interruption) go to The Denton

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I mean (pause) most (pause) well we'll go to The Denton (pause) but through the day (pause) but I mean (interruption) (unclear)

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oh ah (laughter)

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as simple as that

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but anyways probably be going out with her somewhere (laughter)

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(laughter) when we make up our mind

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aye wherever

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don't want (NAME) coming

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(NAME)'s working

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that's all right (interruption) then

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like that's wor other friend

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(laughter) who we don't really like very much (laughter) well I don't (laughter)

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she's canny sometimes (pause) she tells a lot of porkies

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eh yeah she lies a lot (pause) compulsive liar

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aye

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she has been since (pause) primary school

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she be de I mean (pause) she's (pause) I think she's frightened in case sh

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she's different

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she can not tell we something do you know what I mean if she telt we the truth then we wouldn't mind would we

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no no I mean it doesn't bo it doesn't bother me if (pause) somebody hasn't got this or somebody hasn't got that I mean but she like says 'oh (pause) I get this and I get that'

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aye you know even if you've telt her something she's always got to go one better than you

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uh-huh

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and it's (pause) I think it's just the way she is she's not going to change with anybody

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no

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she lies and she doesn't even know that she's doing it now

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no (pause) I don't know I I mean (pause) all right I (pause) tell white lies and that

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well everybody does that

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everybody does that I know but (pause) I couldn't lie like that I would I would drop myself in it too much

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oh (pause) you've got to have a good memory to be a good liar

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I know

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or something daft like that isn't it (laughter)

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(laughter) (NAME)'s not a very good liar (pause) only to her mam

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oh no that's when I used to go to like used to go it clubbing and that in the town used to tell my ma and like I was just going to town then I'd be in for half past ten at my friends (pause) but like never used to get in like until two or something (laughter)

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(laughter)

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she never knew (laughter) telt her the truth on Sunday like (pause) but I mean everybody does that

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uh-huh

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everybody does it (pause) oh I feel a spot coming right on my chin (laughter)

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oh look at these (pause) spots who needs them

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I hope it gans afore Saturday (laughter)

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before you came we all talking about what what we were wearing weren't we

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oh aye we were sorting out what we wearing for Saturday

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because it's Wednesday and it's (interruption) getting too close (laughter)

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aye it's Wednesday and it's like (pause) three days away now (laughter)

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(laughter) I know we've got to think what to wear

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ehm I'm lending my ma's top but she doesn't know it so (pause) she will when I ask her no I just think I'll just put it on when I'm all ready

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(laughter)

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and say can I lend this (laughter) (pause) so she can not take it (interruption) back of us

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aye (pause) and then you end up being late meeting me

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because she'll take it off you (laughter) (pause) I've done it loads a times that

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that's the thing (interruption) about

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don't ask her

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that's the thing about (NAME) she's always late

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oh well

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it doesn't matter

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(laughter)

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you say 'be on time or I'm leaving and I'm not and I'm going without you' and she'll still not be on time so you still got to wait for her because you don't want to go by yourself

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(laughter) I can't help it like now (pause) I mean I I never used to be late though did I I used to be dead on time

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ah shut up

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hey I did I did I used to be dead on time

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aye that was on mornings for school

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aye well that was different though (laughter)

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(laughter) for school you were never ever late

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I was like

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oh for lessons aye but you weren't in the morning (pause) half past six you used to be up for (pause) be at mine for half past eight I was just getting out of bed

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aye well divn't do that now (laughter)

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(laughter) it's me who's up at half past six for work now

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here by the time (pause) when you usually leave the house I'm at work (unclear)

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no (pause) (laughter) (pause) I've got to leave early the morrow so I can get my bus pass stuff (pause) I'm going up the (unclear) what time's the (unclear) open the college ones

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six o'clock wasn't it

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in the morning

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aye (pause) because I usually go up about seven o'clock on my bus pass (interruption) in the mornings

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oh right (pause) I'll go about eight (pause) if I'm up

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I'll be the town by eight o'clock

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(laughter) I have to go the doctors I've got a bad back

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I'm going Friday

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you're going on Friday

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aye

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again

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aye to find out my tests blood tests results

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oh right

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because I've got thing wrong something wrong with my blood or something daft like that

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water or something wasn't it

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water and (pause) water on (laughter)

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water on the body

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aye (laughter) (pause) it's usually water on the brain (laughter)

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aye (laughter)

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water on the body or something (interruption) (unclear) find out what's the matter with you

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the way you go on it it (pause) probably is because you're that thick (pause) sometimes (pause) she comes out with the wrong words

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oh aye sometimes (interruption) I do like

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(laughter) and says things (interruption) backwards

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compared (pause) compared to what I'm saying then oh aye (pause) but compared to what I'm saying though eh I still know what I'm on about though (pause) and up in here (laughter)

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(laughter) I think you're the only person who does

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I know (pause) some people understand us (laughter) divn't know who like

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(laughter) the dog my dog (pause) understands you (laughter) my mam and dad'll be sitting upstairs talking about cup of t coffee (laughter) because I was supposed to make them one (laughter)

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(laughter)

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(laughter) when I went away up with the table I said 'tough you're going to have to wait' (laughter)

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(laughter) they'll not dehydrate (laughter)

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(laughter) no

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I'll ask for some money and then they'll (pause) then I'll say I'll make one (pause) I won't do nothing unless I get paid for it (pause) not off my mam and dad anyway (laughter) (pause) I go the shop and I have to keep the change

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(unclear)

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mm-hm

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yeah I remember I I used to to get to k kept the change like I mean (pause) I remember when Chronicles were only like twenty two pence or something do you remember

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I can re

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my ma give us a fiver (interruption) to get a Chronicle

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wasn't that long ago like (NAME)

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do you remember

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aye

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you know went to shop I spent like four pounds seventy five or something (laughter)

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(laughter) eeh I know (laughter) she didn't say 'keep the change' or nowt

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(laughter) kept in weren't we for two weeks or something like (laughter) we're thinking 'no' (pause) never done it again (laughter)

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(laughter) aye I know

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used to say you can keep your change all the time (unclear) (laughter) it's usually about five times (unclear) (laughter)

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(laughter) you go and you've already spent it 'ma can I keep that change off that money you give us'

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no (pause) (unclear) (interruption) (laughter) or eh

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(laughter) it's too late (laughter)

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do you remember I bought like a Dime and this and (laughter) (pause) bought all this stuff

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eeh aye it's funny (pause) or say 'ma can I have that pound that's on the bench' and you've got (laughter) (unclear) (laughter) in your bag

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(unclear)

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(laughter) (pause) or (unclear) (laughter) in your pocket (laughter)

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(laughter) (unclear) no because we had to come back outside and put it back where it was (pause) aye

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aye (laughter)

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or (pause) you'd say 'ma can I have some money (unclear) the bench' (laughter) there's two lots of money so you take the most

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(laughter) or you take both

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and spend (laughter) the (unclear) (laughter) (unclear) money and you said take some money off the bench

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aye (laughter) (unclear) it's not very nice what you do to your mam and dad but I suppose they're used to it (laughter)

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oh aye they've had seventeen years experience haven't they

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no sixteen

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I remember you know when you know when meters the fifty pence meters now (pause) were out years ago fifty pence (interruption) (unclear)

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for the electric and (interruption) gas aye

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aye gas or something there was a fifty pence piece on the fridge (pause) and a and fifty pence was a lot of money like when I was something about (interruption) eight or something or was (pause) really a lot of money

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(laughter) aye (pause) (laughter) aye I know

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so I went to the shop (interruption) and that

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ten pence was a lot (interruption) of money

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so I pinched it off the fridge and I went to the shop and went 'give us a fifty pence mix mix up' so I walked past my window with it behind my back like (laughter) and eh (pause) I mean it felt like this do you know what I mean (pause) like half (pause) like you could get half penny chews (interruption) and like the bag was like this my mam took it back the shop and I had to give the (pause) I had to give the man in the shop the sweets back (laughter) (unclear)

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oh aye (pause) aye (laughter)

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eeh (pause) then my mam just said (interruption) (unclear)

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but eh (pause) when we used to do community service at school this little lad I know he had ehm (pause) pinched a pound off the bench and went the shop and bought loads of sweets and thought he was brilliant and his mam (laughter) took him back to the shop and (laughter) (unclear) (laughter)

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(laughter) it's shocking that when you

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you think you're dead good and that because you got loads of sweets (pause) and your friends have got none you go 'ha ha'

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(laughter) oh aye

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(laughter) when you're little

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it's funny like

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did you have to do chores around the house before you were working or do you have to do any now

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no never

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no supposedly do my bedroom and that's why it's a bit of a mess it's only a little bit mess isn't it (NAME) (laughter)

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oh aye you mean like climb through (unclear) (laughter)

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supposed to do my own bedroom but I don't

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I divn't do nowt (pause) nowt me

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I wash my own clothes (interruption) sometimes

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no I don't do that I can't I can not (pause) I divn't know how to use the washer

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I iron my own clothes as well (pause) she doesn't know how to use a washer

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I divn't know well last time I used a iron (pause) which was I was ironing this skirt last night and it went shiny

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uh-huh

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went shiny my skirt but eh

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I always iron my own (interruption) (unclear)

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or it gets a big iron mark on it (interruption) but it hasn't burnt through (pause) but eh (pause) I do nowt in mine (pause) don't wash my cups or nowt (pause) I just leave them in the sink (interruption)

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(interruption) that's why they're all creased (interruption) I think it'd be better though if we were supposed to do things because it like teaches you when you move out and that

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oh I know but I divn't know I think it's like the way you get brought up I mean (interruption) you (unclear) nowt like

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you get more independent

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like that I mean my mother does it (pause) I mean I hoover up once in a while for her like when they go out or something

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when you feel like it (pause) (interruption) when you're bored

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(unclear) oh well (pause) oh (pause) I think the only thing that she's trying to get us to do like in a matter of like (pause) seventeen year or something she's like trying to get us to do something like eh (pause) is dust my room (pause) I divn't like doing that like (pause) it's quite boring

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(laughter)

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(laughter) (pause) really (laughter) boring (laughter) (interruption) (unclear)

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it's all right if you've got (pause) if you've got some music (pause) music man and then you can dance while you're doing it

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your ma'll come upstairs and say 'will you turn it down'

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I know

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'the plug's coming off if you divn't turn it down' (laughter) and my dad (interruption) (unclear)

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it's usually what my mam always says about the drier (pause) she always says she'll take the plug off when she goes out

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(laughter) (pause) is that (interruption) (unclear)

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I wash my I wash my stuff in the morning (pause) and then (laughter) I hoy it in the drier for work (laughter)

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(laughter) eeh (pause) I would I mean I wouldn't have time me like

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I've only got one skirt (pause) and I've got a wear a skirt for work

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how do you think about me I've got to wear overalls all week

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I hate (interruption) (unclear)

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I get big tide marks on my legs off my boots (pause) because I have to wear these rubber boots and big black rings round there and you know when you've been in a hurry to get out and you haven't got time to go in the shower (pause) so you have a quick wash and that (pause) and I've had a skirt on wearing with it with big black rings on my legs and you know I'm thinking 'I can not wait until I get into the dark and that' (laughter) you're in the toilets in the bog and you're rubbing it off (laughter)

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I know (laughter)

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it's happened loads of times that (pause) eeh (interruption) that's why I try (pause) and not be rushed

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eeh I remember when you went out with that big blob down there (pause) down beside your ear can you remember

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the what

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when you went down the Bigg Market with eh (pause) a black mark down the side of your ear

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(unclear)

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I went '(NAME) you've something down your ear'

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(laughter) (unclear)

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'I think it's grease'

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well eh (pause) I divn't I divn't rush now (pause) and (pause) w (pause) I mean (pause) we used to always go up on a Friday but I used to work on a Saturday but I don't know so like (pause) Saturday (interruption) my own day do you know what I mean I can spend all day to get ready

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we used to go like (pause) about (pause) we used go out about six o'clock didn't we we used to meet about (interruption) six o'clock and get down town for about half (pause) half past six seven o'clock

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why (pause) exactly (pause) aye but like

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but now that we go night clubbing and that we don't go out until about half past eight

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because like if you go out like at six o'clock you've got it six until two do know what I mean and you end up like

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knackered (pause) aye

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totally knackered and you end up going home because you've drank too much about ten o'clock or something

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aye I know

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so like (pause) you've missed going clubbing and that

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well that's (NAME) because she (pause) can not take her drink

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(laughter)

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(laughter) she ends up collapsing on you (pause) somewhere

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ah but not any more (laughter)

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aye that's only sometimes aye you haven't done it to us yet (pause) since New Year's Eve I mean Christmas Eve

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new year oh that was fun (pause) I was sick in my friend's car (pause) I was like (pause) well I mean we went out about eleven o'clock didn't we

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uh-huh (interruption) (unclear)

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because like it was a work's do

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aye

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and we were going to go over Wallsend High Street like to have (pause) to have a drink and that and then and then we were leaving them going to town

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ah we never got the town

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no I was in bed by twelve o'clock (laughter)

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it no it wasn't it was half past twelve you were in here (pause) you were she was in my bed

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and we were only out we were only out by (pause) (interruption) eleven o'clock

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and we ended up going out again at seven o'clock

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we were only out about (pause) oh aye (pause) down the eh (pause) down to town for a Big Mac we had to come back up do you remember I like spent four quid on a Big Mac (laughter) and then come back up (laughter) (pause) eeh that was funny went home as if nothing had happened when I slept it off (interruption) (unclear)

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(laughter) sick down your clothes and that

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oh (pause) funny that

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